disorder/promise

luxembourg:

Some motions stopped into you, a relinquished moment with wildlife back home or missed glances at the nodes between branches on your favourite trees. Nothing wrung you out like holding dead things in your palms. Ripping yourself away to the cold outdoors did not give you wind to whisper answers over your skin. No milk drank gave you the muscle you wanted, each habit pulled let each step move firmer, and no hand- gradually tugging you back in a smooth ellipse, returning with placards of home-land dusty ground-cover, a ripped-up house to work under and old growth to strip- turned you over, ran its fingers over new wounds from rain or could tie your momentum down with no string. Mistakes of your blood found their way. You have no things to learn, in quick turns of maturation all light was shown out. Your loss is not love, it can dissolve in the cracks in your cultivation and lie down in your scattered debris.

Some motions stopped into you, a relinquished moment with wildlife back home or missed glances between branches on your favourite trees. Nothing wrung you out like holding dead things in your palms. Ripping yourself away to the cold outdoors did not give you wind to whisper answers over your skin. No milk drank gave you the muscle you wanted, each habit pulled let each step move firmer, and no hand- returning with home-land glitter ground-cover, a ripped-up house to work under and old growth to strip- turned you over, ran its fingers over new wounds from rain or could tie your momentum down with no string. Mistakes of your blood found their way: you have no things to learn, in quick turns of maturation all light was shown out. Your loss is not love, it can dissolve in the cracks in your cultivation and lie down in your scattered debris.

self esteem is free for men so dont feel too bad about just stealing it from thin air

chumbie:

decatris:

see how the boxes dont fit because the lines are trying to converge

the lines dont provide an honest place for boxes to express themselves

thats all the ms paint thing is

u dont need to think of all the “failures” he made that is really unnecessary negativity

you can speak honestly about things I supposeeee

there is literally no anger and negativity pointed towards those people

that’s strength because you can be wrapped up in the light of god instead of HIM!!!!! THEM

this only works if you are actually surrendering to God instead of just talking about it

you have to be dedicated there is nothing else to do. nothing else to string you along. be grateful for that

painting is taking a pic of something that you cant take a pic of for practical reasons

like I stopped being seen entirely. !!!!! you gotta take responsibility for that (no accountability-just action)

felt soooooo completely that any weakness I showed was entirely disregarded but the value of the “underlying” is a secret gift that only I have and no one else could possibly validate it. And the only reason why its important is because it shifts behaviour in me in the world

“Ain’t nothing like the real thing”

interesting to think that the interfaces between you and the world (worldview) are much more important to shaping your interactions with people than the actual content of interactions

implication: addiction overcoming the strength of bonds, insecurity overcoming compassion/empathy etc.